take a deep dive down the rabbit hole!
"...you will live to see man-made horrors beyond your comprehension..."
"Never underestimate the evil psychopaths are capable of. They are crazy not stupid. They think they are the center of the universe and everything and everyone else is theirs to command, exploit and murder."
You have to be free in your mind before you can be free in reality.
No mother can substitute for a father, no matter who badly she wants to, and no father can substitute for a mother, no matter how badly he wants to.